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| Promise you won't lie?
Ok..
Last person you shared food with?
can't remember
Have you been a happy, angry, or sad person lately?
angry and sad.. ugh
Has there been anyone particular on your mind at all today?
yeah... -_-
Are you wearing jeans, shorts, sweatpants, or pajama pants?
sweat pants.
Do you love the last person that called you today?
the last person that called was work, and no I don't love it.
Could you date someone taller than you?
Yes please.
Is there a person of the opposite sex who means a lot to you?
er yes.
Do you need to say anything to someone?
I have too much to say to someone right now.
Do you think before you speak?
usually.
What’s the last thing that made you sad?
someone.
Do you wear glasses?
yes I do.
What does your number 1 call you?
Tiff
What color shirt are you wearing?
white
Do you straighten your hair often?
unfortunately I do.
Who was the last person you saw in person?
parents
How are you feeling?
tired
Is there something you're not looking forward to?
work tomorrow.
Do you think boys truly understand girls?
a rare few..
Choose: bonfire on a beach or clubbing in the city?
clubbing in the city
Is there anybody you wish you could be spending time with right now?
yeah.. but its whatever.
Does anybody have a tattoo with your name on it?
haha no.
Are you usually wide awake in the morning?
nooo.
What was the last movie you watched?
star trek
Ever been lied to by someone you thought would never lie to you?
yeah it happens.. everyone tells a white lie once in a while.
Who was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to?
stupid boy.
Do you like hugs and kisses?
of course.....
When's the last time you laughed really hard?
two nights ago
What's the first thing that pops into your head when you think of last summer?
LA.
Give me lyrics from the song you're listening to?
Not listening to anything right now.
What is the last non-alcoholic beverage you had?
aloe
Who was your last text from & what did it say?
its too long.. I don't wanna type it out.
Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?
Yes <3 MAU
How about the same sex?
yes, girls!
Are you a fast typer?
I believe so.
How do you dot your i's?
just a dot..
What do you think of people who show off about their handwriting?
umm.. I don't know anyone who does that..
Have you ever laughed at something that wasn't meant to be funny?
er yes.
Do people often mistake you for a different nationality?
um not really. except Korean.. which i hate.
Do you tan or burn when in the sun?
burn.
Would you rather sleep with someone else, or alone?
certain someone.
Do you like sushi?
I do, but not too much like I've been having for several months.
What food do you find disgusting?
Brussels sprouts
What was the weather like on your birthday?
cold.
Ever kissed someone of the same sex?
drunk moments. Oh lets forget about them.
Are you laid-back?
very.
Do you even know what laid-back means?
Uh yes..
Does it matter if your bf/gf smokes ciggs ?
nope
Have you had any form of exercise today?
no :(
Do you get the trick in the song "If You Seek Amy" by Britney Spears?
yes...
Did you know if you eat too many carrots, your skin can turn orange?
yes
What's your favorite colour gummy bear?
green, or the clear one
Your favorite thing to drink on a hot summer day?
cold water or juice
Are you competitive?
not really.
Who was the last person you sat beside at a restaurant?
kim at pho
Is there someone that you believe you will always be attracted to?
er.....
If you smoke cigarettes, what hand do you usually hold it in?
right
What would you do if someone ran at you with a knife?
start running ho!
How are you feeling right now?
tired/sick.
Are you listening to music right now?
no
Are you currently wanting any piercings or tattoo?
yes both.
Who did you last lay with?
myself
Are you afraid of roller coasters?
no.
What are you supposed to be doing right now?
nothing..
Do you prefer warm or cold weather?
warm
Have you ever kissed someone in water?
yes
Were you happy when you woke up?
no, I felt very sick
Do you plan on moving out in the next year?
no
Any plans for tomorrow?
work.
How has this week been?
nothing much
When is the last time you took a nap?
I don't know.., not recently
How far away is a family member you miss?
LA
Did you get a full 8 hours of sleep last night?
yes + more.
First person to speak to you in 09'?
Uh who remembers that kinda thing
Have you accidentally sent a text to the wrong person?
yes haha fml.
When someone says we need to talk what runs through your mind?
oh shit.. what about?
How did you do on the last test you took?
I can't remember the last "test" I took.
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| So I am in San Diego right now, its been great to step away from home for a bit, but now I am truly ready to get back home, where I belong. Trips.. whether its big or small always makes me miss home that much more. The people, the food, the things we do.. nothing compares. No where compares. Oh how I love SF. I don't think I could ever be away for it for good. It'll always be a part of me.
As I sit here I also have other things on my mind that I don't think I will disclose here. Just for personal reasons and for the sake of the others who shall not be named. But, there is something that I want to talk about.. and unfortunately its nothing new. Boo FUCKN Hoo!
Ummm, so yeah.. same old bullshit with him. I can't help it.. he pisses me off more than ever now. Like the things he does and the shit he says just pisses me off.. its ridiculous. Oh whatever.. now I am too lazy to talk about it.
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| Listen…
Can’t count on you most of all when I really need it. It’s the simple things that you do, really hurt my feelings
The more I try, the more I’m starting to see it. This can’t work anymore, than you believe it
Goodbye may come as a shock, Even though I love you a lot
I’ve given every breath I’ve got. Sometimes you gotta break down and breathe
And how many times I gave my heart To how many times we fell apart
And it equals A promise in the dark
So don’t promise me.
And how many times I gave you me, Divided by so many memories
And it equals A promise in the dark
So don’t promise me..
Listen…
I just don’t know what the problem is, what the deal is?
Was I there too much, did I move too fast, I couldn’t see it?
All these promises are probably how you deal with it
I’m tired of hearing you say your innocent
Don’t think I forgot
Because I really didn’t, who cares if you’re lying or not
I’ve given every breath I’ve got
Sometimes you gotta break down and breathe..
I'm sort of lost at words right now. Over the past weekend I found out some pretty horrible things, things that I don't want to forgive you for. We all make mistakes.. but this is just one too many of your stupid "mistakes". When will you ever learn? You will never learn to grow up if you keep playing these dumb ass games. Bad things happen to bad people. Don't you wonder why you have such bad luck and why things just aren't going well for you. Okay.. I need to back track here. No I do not know for sure if you are truly messing with my head. I am 90% sure, and of course I don't want to believe it. But truth be told.. all the evidence is laid out. You are definitely bullshitting me. I can no longer lie to myself, and make up excuses for you.. and for me to be with you. I guess we aren't for each other.. its obvious I suppose. You know.. when I tell people about my problems with you, they are all bad.. so what they know is all the bad things about you.. and I try to touch upon the good things you do for me and the good person you are, and I just can't put my finger on it. Is it that you really just don't make one bit of difference for me? Ouch.. There are a lot more bad times than good.. that's for sure. I always find myself worrying about you or about what you are doing behind my back. That's unhealthy and something I don't need in my life right now. Relationships are based on trust.. ours has NONE.. I need to end things before I hurt myself more, point blank. I'm really confused about how I feel about you right now. A part of me hates you, but another part of me can't stand the thought of leaving. I am in a shitty ass situation right now. I don't know what I want to do at this point. I may be lying to myself if I stay in this broken relationship.. or I may be lying to myself if I end things. You keep denying things.. I don't know if you are being truthful or not? You better just hope you aren't playing with me because I will turn your life upside down. All along I don't think you were ready, or committed to this relationship. We were never on the same page from the get go. You were at point A and I was at point B.. It'll always be like that.. things with us will never change. I do so much for you and you are just taking me for granted. You don't care about me, you don't care about my emotions, or my feelings... or anything but yourself. You are selfish.. you want to boost your ego, you want to flirt with other girls, you want to look at other girls in front of me. You aren't ready for a relationship.. or at least not with me. I can't do this anymore, you've hurt me too much.
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| It's been a really long time since I've wrote anything in here. Nothing special or exciting has been happening.. honestly, it's all been the same ol' shit.
So again.. I don't really have anything to say.
I am excited though.. for my trip to SD to visit friends :)
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| I'd be lying if I kept acting this happy, because in reality I'm not.
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